maybe it was me.

you gave me your heart and I put it in a box for safe keeping. although it was safe it was slowly suffocating. i kept it locked away from all the monsters, but in all my trying maybe it was me who was the monster. for putting your heart in a box for my keeping. […]

please don’t go.

please don’t go i’m more broken than you know please don’t go i’m hurting more than i can show please don’t go i need you by my side please don’t go I don’t want to hide please don’t go i’m afraid of myself please don’t go leaving my heart on a shelf please don’t go […]

she is art.

with a warm glow and skin as radiant as the sun it’s as if she was made to absorb it’s perfect rays. her oceanic eyes cause hurricanes inside your chest without a storm warning. her heart is filled with fields of flowers and every word that flows from her mouth sounds like the a perfect […]

you are the universe.

you wear all the oceans and all the stars and all the planets. the whole universe cradled perfectly in your eyes. so mysterious and captivating all at once. an explosion of color so rare that God himself is sure to be in awe of the way they radiate. i look helplessly into them and can’t […]

i love you.

i spend my days thinking of words to express how much you mean to me. and through all of my trying i can of only think three.  i love you.  i love you on the days you’re happy and all the more on the days you’re sad.  i love you when you’re feeling goofy and […]

but today

the clouds opened up and in an instance the atmosphere matched the way i felt inside. dark and gloomy there was rain all around as if the sky knew exactly what was brewing inside my skull. most days i like the rain and the chaos that it brings, but today. i needed you.

in the dark.

sitting on floor in the dark i feel alone sitting on the floor in the dark i feel a sadness in my bones. sitting on the floor in the dark my thoughts begin to stray. sitting on the floor in the dark the colors in my head turn to gray. sitting on the floor in the dark, a […]

Fighting The Ocean

watching you speed away and turn down the street and out of my sight brings me to my knees as I feel a pain I have never felt before. perfect and patient I am so undeserving of a soul as gentle as yours. seeing the uncertainty in your eyes and a shakiness in your voice as […]

and then you

staring at a box of my old empty promises, cold and shiny they still try to convince me but I stare at a picture of you so lovely and so inviting. so full of love and comfort. you are my safe place. the box tries to speak over you. it’s distracting. ‘just once for old time […]

Oceans Apart

oceans apart and your smile is still the only thing that brings joy to my heart oceans apart and your eyes are the only thing that shine brighter than the stars dancing over the darkness of the waves oceans apart and I can still feel the warmth of your lips pressed so perfectly against mine […]