maybe it was me.

you gave me your heart and I put it in a box for safe keeping. although it was safe it was slowly suffocating. i kept it locked away from all the monsters, but in all my trying maybe it was me who was the monster. for putting your heart in a box for my keeping. […]

please don’t go.

please don’t go i’m more broken than you know please don’t go i’m hurting more than i can show please don’t go i need you by my side please don’t go I don’t want to hide please don’t go i’m afraid of myself please don’t go leaving my heart on a shelf please don’t go […]

she is art.

with a warm glow and skin as radiant as the sun it’s as if she was made to absorb it’s perfect rays. her oceanic eyes cause hurricanes inside your chest without a storm warning. her heart is filled with fields of flowers and every word that flows from her mouth sounds like the a perfect […]

i love you.

i spend my days thinking of words to express how much you mean to me. and through all of my trying i can of only think three.  i love you.  i love you on the days you’re happy and all the more on the days you’re sad.  i love you when you’re feeling goofy and […]

Fighting The Ocean

watching you speed away and turn down the street and out of my sight brings me to my knees as I feel a pain I have never felt before. perfect and patient I am so undeserving of a soul as gentle as yours. seeing the uncertainty in your eyes and a shakiness in your voice as […]

two fifty seven.

it’s two fifty seven and i can’t sleep at this time of night my thoughts run deep. it’s two fifty seven and i’m thinking of you, and how i’m captivated by everything that you do. it’s two fifty seven and i want your hand in mine, would it be okay with you if i gave […]

For You

like a cool rain on a hot summer day you waltzed into my life and I hoped that you would stay. with ease you replaced what was once a darkness inside me with a light that is burning bright. you’re everything I hoped you’d be.  there are millions galaxies in your eyes. shining a light […]

You Made Me Love Myself

I spent so many days consumed in darkness. so many days consumed in self hate. so many days teetering between breathing or taking my own breath away. it would have been so easy. so easy to slam my car into a tree, make it look like an accident so my loved ones wouldn’t be as […]

Crimson Nights(from 2010)

My mind is clouded today, everything inside is dark. All I want to do is go into my room and make another mark. A thin little slice will make everything seem so nice I know its not right… But that’s not what I’ll be thinking by the end of the night. I’ll take the blade […]

Rainy Days

I will not be a prisoner of my past. No matter how hard, I’ll always fight. Rainy days were never meant to last. Pain will fade although it won’t come fast. I will not give into the dark, dark night. I will not be a prisoner of my past. A new journey I can finally […]